Lots of things going on in this mind right now! I have always had the ability to think outside the box and really come up with some crazy…let’s not call them crazy…but dynamic ideas.
Sometimes I am like a mad scientist. I get on an idea and I am like obsessive complusive about it….like Nicaragua for instance until we have completed it.
I have tried to pace myself the last couple of years and slow down and come to some type of pacing speed or halt with my mad scientist brain…:)
I have liked this pace about me lately, but then the last couple of months…my brain has been flowing like a river. I feel responsible to make a difference in the areas I focus on, I feel responsible because I have the ability to make a difference.
I am meeting the right people now who can help me with some of things that have been tucked away in my brain for a couple of years. These people are synegizers and just make me excited.
My husband calls it all inspiration from God, I don’t question that….so do I. I believe that everything happens for a reason and there are no coincendances whatsoever.
I don’t want to admit it publicly but when I am home alone… I find that I talk out loud to my brain…oh yes we have conversations. Hmmmm call me mad. But my thoughts are sometimes so intense and driven that I have to act on them or go crazy.
Yesterday, I lost hope. I let a critic into my mind and that is damaging.
I resurrected after a few hours of slumping into despair thinking that those thoughts were right.
Because critics are just that…very critical. They stand on the side line and are critical. I have been critical and have a been a critic. We all know the territory. They are an enemy to progress. Don’t surround yourself with them. They can paralize you and stop your flow of mind.
The biggest thing to remember is not to give up hope. Hope in your future or in your life….yep I am speaking out loud again.
I never thought I may go down a path I am studying right now. My life is full of surprises. How do all the pieces fit together…little by little.
I like being a mad scientist. It is misunderstood at times, it is viewed as odd, it is intense. I like who I am!